Are there singing bowls in my room?

The partial hearing losses and ringing in the ear happened again today. According to Greta she said that I have had them regularly in the past only except I had not noticed them. I thought for a while and couldn’t recall a time when it happened, I guess that’s why I did not noticed them. What did surface from my memory was when at times I was under a lot of stress at work and I would find I would stress out so much that I had the feeling of passing out, like a dizziness followed with slight hearing and vision loss. My whole body would go numb. I had attributed that to stresses. Maybe that was what Greta was referring to. In any case I did disregard it as a physical symptom and not a metaphysical reaction.

I haven’t been able to shake this cough yet. I’ve only noticed it as the night progresses, but during the day, it’s as if it’s not there. How weird is that??? I continue to Reiki myself, and sometimes the act of giving myself Reiki seems to agitate the condition which itches my throat and so I want to cough more. I do know that my body is definitely healing, albeit the constant nightly coughs.

So tonight is my last night of the psychic enhancement potion and tomorrow morning will be exactly 14 days and it’ll be the last I will take 7 drops of the remedy. Then the work of analysing my journal and results if any will start.

I know myself and pretty much have a good gauge of what I am capable of in a psychic sense. So I will start testing my ability. Let’s see how well this psychic enhancement potion worked.

An unexpected presence

Last night, I’d say pass midnight, I wouldn’t exactly know as I don’t have a clock in my room, I was awoken feeling alarmed and frightened. There was a presence in my room. And I panicked!

I am still quite sick and all through out the night I kept getting woken up with an itch in my throat urging me to dry cough. In one particular instance, I awoke feeling uneasy and with a feeling of someone else besides myself and Mitchell was in the room. I did not like the feeling so I told myself feel it and then move on. In that instant I got the impression of a young boy, possibly around the age of 4 or 5 was watching over me.

I was still uneasy and thought I would try and banish this unusual presence and the first thing that popped into my head at the time was to draw a symbol in the air in the direction of where I felt the presence. You would not have guessed what symbol I instantly without thinking much about it, drew. No, it wasn’t the banishing pentagram or anything like that. What I drew was the Reiki symbol Dai Ku Myo, which is a symbol to help heal the target spiritually. It worked, as I fell back to sleep without hesitation.

Unguarded and open

I always do this and forget to keep my aura guarded. I noticed that every time I go to a spiritualist church or some kind of “spiritual” gathering, I always find myself coming out of it extremely tired or in some rare occasions I come out feeling nauseated and weak.

Tonight visiting the spiritualist church at Seven Hills was no exception. I have to learn how to close off from the leechers (psychic vampires) and open to the healing energies. In fact this night is the worst I have ever felt coming from a “spiritual” event. It could be because I’ve made myself more sensitive to the energies.

Actually this was one of my concern with the psychic enhancement potion, whether it will make the subjects taking the remedy more prone to psychic attacks as they become a beacon of light. And maybe I should loosen the conditions of the experiment to allow other forms of essences to be taken for psychic/aura protection.

I’ll ask the four that I’ve already given the remedies to after they’ve taken it whether they find themselves feeling drained or weaker than usual. If so, I’ll have to recall the bottles and add an extra flower essence into the mix.

Ok, for my experience for today. Nothing unusual happened to me during the day. Nothing happened until I visited Greta and Mike’s house to talk about websites and Australian Bush Flower remedies. While explaining something to them my right ear all of a sudden started hearing an extremely high pitched sound and muffling sound entering into it. The other ear was fine. It distracted my train of thought. I’m not sure why it happened or why it occurred at that point of time. I can’t recall whether I was talking about my psychic experiment, or about Australia Bush Flower essences, Atlantis or about the website.

Earlier, I was meditating and in my meditation I started thinking of crystals and the Atlanteans would have used crystals for healing. Then a vision of a huge clear quartz crystal the size of an elevator or even bigger floating above ground. Four other large size crystals, big enough to encase a single person in it also floating around the center crystal. There were people in these which made me worry, how would they breath. Then I thought, no these are not people, they are the spirit of the crystal whom I’m seeing inside them.

At this point I thought, oh I’ll try and access the healing energies coming from them by opening up a portal back to it. I thought of the Hon Sha Zhe Sho Nen symbol in Reiki and it’s ability to reconnect you back in time and space to allow healing energy to flow to where it’s directed to. What I thought maybe it’s possible to then bring forth healing energy from the place you direct the “portal” to. So there I was, lying on my bed, eyes closed with one hand on my heart and the other on my solar plexus visualising the Reiki symbol and creating that vortex back in time when Atlantis was thriving.

I wondered if any of the Atlantean priest noticed healing energy seeping out of their crystal and into an unknown vortex, from their perspective. Anyways, I felt extremely rejuvenated and re-energised after that. I think I’ll do the same now that I’m at home. I could use more healing after my energy has been leeched. By who, I cannot tell. I just don’t know who drained my vital life force. If only I can see like they do in the movie Celestine Prophecy.