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What am I anxious about?

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It has been well over 2 years since I last had an anxiety attack, and I’m not quite too sure why I am getting it now. I’m not stressed about anything nor am I avoiding anything. I did take the Electro essence, which I think accentuated the feeling.

I think my body is trying to tell me something that which my head has no clue what it’s trying to say.

Ok, let’s trace the steps of today. I visited Chloe, my beautiful gorgeous niece and I got to hold her for the very first time. She’s coming up to her 5th month. She was smiling and very chatty when I was there. When it was time for me to head home, her face turned from smiles to a frown. She’s so cute!

Work was very quiet which gave me that chance to catch up on other work such as organising domains and other administrative work.

This morning was suppose to be when my psychic enhancement potion trial finishes, but I took another dose earlier this evening. Maybe my body has gotten used to having the doses and is panicking that I’m ending the trial.

While typing all this in, I didn’t realise until now that my body is no longer feeling anxious, but instead is feeling quite tired and sleepy. Now it’s saying …”early night please!” Ok, I’ll see what I can do!

I’ll use the Calm & Clear oral spray soon to help me feel even calmer. Just me thinking about it is making me feel calm. Space weather at the moment has a K-index of 1. So I’m going to take advantage of it and do a test using zener cards. Wish me luck. I’ll put the results up later.

Are there singing bowls in my room?

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The partial hearing losses and ringing in the ear happened again today. According to Greta she said that I have had them regularly in the past only except I had not noticed them. I thought for a while and couldn’t recall a time when it happened, I guess that’s why I did not noticed them. What did surface from my memory was when at times I was under a lot of stress at work and I would find I would stress out so much that I had the feeling of passing out, like a dizziness followed with slight hearing and vision loss. My whole body would go numb. I had attributed that to stresses. Maybe that was what Greta was referring to. In any case I did disregard it as a physical symptom and not a metaphysical reaction.

I haven’t been able to shake this cough yet. I’ve only noticed it as the night progresses, but during the day, it’s as if it’s not there. How weird is that??? I continue to Reiki myself, and sometimes the act of giving myself Reiki seems to agitate the condition which itches my throat and so I want to cough more. I do know that my body is definitely healing, albeit the constant nightly coughs.

So tonight is my last night of the psychic enhancement potion and tomorrow morning will be exactly 14 days and it’ll be the last I will take 7 drops of the remedy. Then the work of analysing my journal and results if any will start.

I know myself and pretty much have a good gauge of what I am capable of in a psychic sense. So I will start testing my ability. Let’s see how well this psychic enhancement potion worked.

Messages from spirit

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Either I may have an ear infection or I’m genuinely receiving… or downloading.. information semi-unconsciously. This slight hearing loss with loud ringing in my ear has just come on very strongly and I’ve been having ringing in the ear quite often, since I started taking the Psychic Enhancement Potion No.1 essences.

Before it was just a matter of 30 or so seconds and then the ringing will go. As I am writing the ringing in my ear has gone on for almost close to 10 minutes now. Sometimes it the ringing grows louder and then dips in volume. It hasn’t stopped.

Well I have been sick, and it may be is a symptom of that. I’ve been sick like this before, and I’ve never had tinnitus.

It’s quite difficult in seeing whether my psychic potion is working or not. In my case there is too many variables to consider and none of them are controlled.

So far I’m not bothered by it and slowly I think it’s fading into the background, only to appear and seem loud if I focus on it. I guess it’s not permanent, I certainly hope not.

An unexpected presence

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Last night, I’d say pass midnight, I wouldn’t exactly know as I don’t have a clock in my room, I was awoken feeling alarmed and frightened. There was a presence in my room. And I panicked!

I am still quite sick and all through out the night I kept getting woken up with an itch in my throat urging me to dry cough. In one particular instance, I awoke feeling uneasy and with a feeling of someone else besides myself and Mitchell was in the room. I did not like the feeling so I told myself feel it and then move on. In that instant I got the impression of a young boy, possibly around the age of 4 or 5 was watching over me.

I was still uneasy and thought I would try and banish this unusual presence and the first thing that popped into my head at the time was to draw a symbol in the air in the direction of where I felt the presence. You would not have guessed what symbol I instantly without thinking much about it, drew. No, it wasn’t the banishing pentagram or anything like that. What I drew was the Reiki symbol Dai Ku Myo, which is a symbol to help heal the target spiritually. It worked, as I fell back to sleep without hesitation.

Relax and allow the vision to appear

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I’m noticing that my inner visions are slowly becoming clearer. Normally they are hazy and dim and quite dark, not unlike a negative film only except the image is not an inverse of what I am seeing. Nowadays, some colour is coming through and what I am seeing is slightly brighter and becoming brighter.

Maybe my inner eyes are slowly allowing “psychic light” to come in. Maybe my psychic eye muscles are slowly gaining strength. In any case, I’m making progress. Thanks to my psychic enhancement potion no.1 which is currently doing wonders. It’s helping me to see visions at will and I no longer have to strain.

Across the threshold

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Despite me being sick and having to start early for work in the mornings, I think I’m doing quite well. I think I have broken my mind and body’s barrier of resisting change, and thus it’s no longer exerting any energy to prevent the change! I’m not feeling tired or drained anymore. It only took 7 days, how stubborn am I?

It’ll be interesting to find out how the others are coping, I mean .. coming along! They started a couple of days after I did so I hope they’re not as stubborn as I am with change.

Ok, now that my mind and body has finally accustomed to the psychic enhancement potion, I think from this point on this is where things will probably become interesting.

I’ll also make a conscious effort to take note of space weather. On the 26th of this month we had one of the biggest geomagnetic storms, reaching at K-index of 8 (on the scale of 10, that’s pretty high). The higher the K-index the harder for us psychics to receive any form of information. In fact it’s the worst time to do any psychic type of work. So psychics out there take note! The conditions are good for you to do your work when the K-index is less than 5.

On the flip side, when our earth is experiencing high geomagnetic storms, it becomes ample time for manifesting and projecting your intentions. I figure the storm is somehow making the physical reality somewhat unstable, in order for our thoughts and feelings to have a higher effect on it than normal.

So in a nutshell, the stronger the geomagnetic storm the better we are able to influence our reality. On the other hand, the lower or no storm at all is ample time for us to receive information psychically.

There are too many variables in this trial, and for it to be considered a proper one, I have to at least eliminate most of the variables. And I don’t think I can with the variables such as the Sun’s coronal mass ejections (CME’s) are causing too much of condition variance.

My new work hours

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I am trialing my new work hours. Today I started at 8am and finished at 4pm. Well… I tried to finish at 4, except I was held back to provision a service.

I’m tired, and I’m not sure whether it’s due to working earlier which meant waking up earlier than usual. or whether it’s because my body is trying to fight the psychic enhancement potions effect. Typically I think our bodies and unconscious does not want to change. So when it detects an external agent which promotes the change it will do whatever it does to make it seem as if what we are taking is making things worst. It’s a annoying side effect, but one that apparently only last around 3 days while the body adjusts to the changes.

This will have to be my fourth day of taking the remedy and I’m feeling tired, sleepy and I think it’s mostly due to waking up earlier than I use to.

Am I still seeing flashes or vortexes opening and closing from the corner of my eye?.. Sometimes, but not as often as I first taken the remedy. I am experiencing ringing in my ear more than usual. Another side effect I guess. Mitchell reckons ringing in the ear is like a way spirit or the angels “download” information to you.

The physical symptoms reported so far include tiredness, sleepiness and the worst of them all is diarrhea. Emotionally everything is the same, the remedy hasn’t made any noticeable difference. I’m the only one reporting a positive result. The feeling as if I can easily leave my body. I guess that’s why I’m tired as my physical body is exerting effort to keep me in my body.

I’ll wait a couple more days before I will put this formula as a remedy to use as you need it and not one that will be used to make a permanent change. I think the essences in it is too strong and is not coaxing the body and our unconscious to change, instead it’s resisting.

Nothing out of the ordinary

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I wish I had something to report about, but I don’t. I hadn’t noticed anything out of the ordinary today. But that’s ok too.

Just to make up for it I thought I’d pick some numbers for tomorrow night’s ozlotto game. If I win then that would be the thing that happened which was out of the ordinary for today. While writing that I have this big grin thinking how sweet it is to win.

On another note, I need to find a way to generate more income. Whether through more a better paying job or winnings. I’m open to the possibilities! Here’s hoping my dreams tonight will point me to the write direction.

I watched the first two episodes of Stargate: Atlantis. How I came about this realisation was that during a meditation and healing, I was visualising Atlantis’ healing crystals and then I heard the name Greg Whiteley. I must preface, I have not heard the name before nor would I have come across it even unconsciously. Anyways, I decided to Google search “Greg Whiteley Atlantis” thinking that Greg might be an author who wrote about Atlantis, but no. Nothing came up except a Greg Whiteley who is a photographer and another who is a director. Then there were these other websites which looked like automatically generated by an auto blogger software where in one post it mentioned “Greg Whiteley” and on another post on the same website mentioned “Stargate: Atlantis”.

It was far fetched but I followed the lead regardless. Well… If I don’t get anything else out of it, at the very least I enjoyed watching. I think I will need to watch more episodes. I still don’t know what spirit is trying to tell me.

Unguarded and open

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I always do this and forget to keep my aura guarded. I noticed that every time I go to a spiritualist church or some kind of “spiritual” gathering, I always find myself coming out of it extremely tired or in some rare occasions I come out feeling nauseated and weak.

Tonight visiting the spiritualist church at Seven Hills was no exception. I have to learn how to close off from the leechers (psychic vampires) and open to the healing energies. In fact this night is the worst I have ever felt coming from a “spiritual” event. It could be because I’ve made myself more sensitive to the energies.

Actually this was one of my concern with the psychic enhancement potion, whether it will make the subjects taking the remedy more prone to psychic attacks as they become a beacon of light. And maybe I should loosen the conditions of the experiment to allow other forms of essences to be taken for psychic/aura protection.

I’ll ask the four that I’ve already given the remedies to after they’ve taken it whether they find themselves feeling drained or weaker than usual. If so, I’ll have to recall the bottles and add an extra flower essence into the mix.

Ok, for my experience for today. Nothing unusual happened to me during the day. Nothing happened until I visited Greta and Mike’s house to talk about websites and Australian Bush Flower remedies. While explaining something to them my right ear all of a sudden started hearing an extremely high pitched sound and muffling sound entering into it. The other ear was fine. It distracted my train of thought. I’m not sure why it happened or why it occurred at that point of time. I can’t recall whether I was talking about my psychic experiment, or about Australia Bush Flower essences, Atlantis or about the website.

Earlier, I was meditating and in my meditation I started thinking of crystals and the Atlanteans would have used crystals for healing. Then a vision of a huge clear quartz crystal the size of an elevator or even bigger floating above ground. Four other large size crystals, big enough to encase a single person in it also floating around the center crystal. There were people in these which made me worry, how would they breath. Then I thought, no these are not people, they are the spirit of the crystal whom I’m seeing inside them.

At this point I thought, oh I’ll try and access the healing energies coming from them by opening up a portal back to it. I thought of the Hon Sha Zhe Sho Nen symbol in Reiki and it’s ability to reconnect you back in time and space to allow healing energy to flow to where it’s directed to. What I thought maybe it’s possible to then bring forth healing energy from the place you direct the “portal” to. So there I was, lying on my bed, eyes closed with one hand on my heart and the other on my solar plexus visualising the Reiki symbol and creating that vortex back in time when Atlantis was thriving.

I wondered if any of the Atlantean priest noticed healing energy seeping out of their crystal and into an unknown vortex, from their perspective. Anyways, I felt extremely rejuvenated and re-energised after that. I think I’ll do the same now that I’m at home. I could use more healing after my energy has been leeched. By who, I cannot tell. I just don’t know who drained my vital life force. If only I can see like they do in the movie Celestine Prophecy.

Day 2 of Psychic Potion Trial

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Nothing out of the ordinary happened to me during the day. No fleeting visions at the corner of my eye nor emotions changed. Just a day at work, nothing unusual. I guess the business of the day allowed me some form of distraction from the altered states.

It was not until later in the evening while I was having a late snack with Mitchell downstairs at the dining table that I saw what appeared to be a sparkle of light moving rapidly into my belly (maybe the solar plexus area anyways), it was so quick that I hadn’t noticed it until the last second. The size of the spark of light was tiny. A few moments later I felt an odd sensation that I can only describe to feel between a sense of dread and calmness. If something can be bitter sweet then it certainly what I felt then.

Anyways, I couldn’t for the life of me associate the feeling with what I was thinking at the time. The feeling just came about. Alas nothing happened for it to be a precursor.

We toddled along upstairs to my bedroom, and me being the first to enter, saw a moth flying about. My instant reaction was to duck and leave the room as quick as I entered it. And Mitchell following behind me did not see the moth and said it probably be my imagination. Imagination, hmmm I reckon it entered back into where it came out from. The air conditioner vent on the ceiling.