Nothing out of the ordinary

I wish I had something to report about, but I don’t. I hadn’t noticed anything out of the ordinary today. But that’s ok too.

Just to make up for it I thought I’d pick some numbers for tomorrow night’s ozlotto game. If I win then that would be the thing that happened which was out of the ordinary for today. While writing that I have this big grin thinking how sweet it is to win.

On another note, I need to find a way to generate more income. Whether through more a better paying job or winnings. I’m open to the possibilities! Here’s hoping my dreams tonight will point me to the write direction.

I watched the first two episodes of Stargate: Atlantis. How I came about this realisation was that during a meditation and healing, I was visualising Atlantis’ healing crystals and then I heard the name Greg Whiteley. I must preface, I have not heard the name before nor would I have come across it even unconsciously. Anyways, I decided to Google search “Greg Whiteley Atlantis” thinking that Greg might be an author who wrote about Atlantis, but no. Nothing came up except a Greg Whiteley who is a photographer and another who is a director. Then there were these other websites which looked like automatically generated by an auto blogger software where in one post it mentioned “Greg Whiteley” and on another post on the same website mentioned “Stargate: Atlantis”.

It was far fetched but I followed the lead regardless. Well… If I don’t get anything else out of it, at the very least I enjoyed watching. I think I will need to watch more episodes. I still don’t know what spirit is trying to tell me.

Unguarded and open

I always do this and forget to keep my aura guarded. I noticed that every time I go to a spiritualist church or some kind of “spiritual” gathering, I always find myself coming out of it extremely tired or in some rare occasions I come out feeling nauseated and weak.

Tonight visiting the spiritualist church at Seven Hills was no exception. I have to learn how to close off from the leechers (psychic vampires) and open to the healing energies. In fact this night is the worst I have ever felt coming from a “spiritual” event. It could be because I’ve made myself more sensitive to the energies.

Actually this was one of my concern with the psychic enhancement potion, whether it will make the subjects taking the remedy more prone to psychic attacks as they become a beacon of light. And maybe I should loosen the conditions of the experiment to allow other forms of essences to be taken for psychic/aura protection.

I’ll ask the four that I’ve already given the remedies to after they’ve taken it whether they find themselves feeling drained or weaker than usual. If so, I’ll have to recall the bottles and add an extra flower essence into the mix.

Ok, for my experience for today. Nothing unusual happened to me during the day. Nothing happened until I visited Greta and Mike’s house to talk about websites and Australian Bush Flower remedies. While explaining something to them my right ear all of a sudden started hearing an extremely high pitched sound and muffling sound entering into it. The other ear was fine. It distracted my train of thought. I’m not sure why it happened or why it occurred at that point of time. I can’t recall whether I was talking about my psychic experiment, or about Australia Bush Flower essences, Atlantis or about the website.

Earlier, I was meditating and in my meditation I started thinking of crystals and the Atlanteans would have used crystals for healing. Then a vision of a huge clear quartz crystal the size of an elevator or even bigger floating above ground. Four other large size crystals, big enough to encase a single person in it also floating around the center crystal. There were people in these which made me worry, how would they breath. Then I thought, no these are not people, they are the spirit of the crystal whom I’m seeing inside them.

At this point I thought, oh I’ll try and access the healing energies coming from them by opening up a portal back to it. I thought of the Hon Sha Zhe Sho Nen symbol in Reiki and it’s ability to reconnect you back in time and space to allow healing energy to flow to where it’s directed to. What I thought maybe it’s possible to then bring forth healing energy from the place you direct the “portal” to. So there I was, lying on my bed, eyes closed with one hand on my heart and the other on my solar plexus visualising the Reiki symbol and creating that vortex back in time when Atlantis was thriving.

I wondered if any of the Atlantean priest noticed healing energy seeping out of their crystal and into an unknown vortex, from their perspective. Anyways, I felt extremely rejuvenated and re-energised after that. I think I’ll do the same now that I’m at home. I could use more healing after my energy has been leeched. By who, I cannot tell. I just don’t know who drained my vital life force. If only I can see like they do in the movie Celestine Prophecy.

Day 2 of Psychic Potion Trial

Nothing out of the ordinary happened to me during the day. No fleeting visions at the corner of my eye nor emotions changed. Just a day at work, nothing unusual. I guess the business of the day allowed me some form of distraction from the altered states.

It was not until later in the evening while I was having a late snack with Mitchell downstairs at the dining table that I saw what appeared to be a sparkle of light moving rapidly into my belly (maybe the solar plexus area anyways), it was so quick that I hadn’t noticed it until the last second. The size of the spark of light was tiny. A few moments later I felt an odd sensation that I can only describe to feel between a sense of dread and calmness. If something can be bitter sweet then it certainly what I felt then.

Anyways, I couldn’t for the life of me associate the feeling with what I was thinking at the time. The feeling just came about. Alas nothing happened for it to be a precursor.

We toddled along upstairs to my bedroom, and me being the first to enter, saw a moth flying about. My instant reaction was to duck and leave the room as quick as I entered it. And Mitchell following behind me did not see the moth and said it probably be my imagination. Imagination, hmmm I reckon it entered back into where it came out from. The air conditioner vent on the ceiling.

Psychic Enhancement Potion No.1

Australian Bush Flowers Pre-Made Remedies

I’ve created a formula with various Australian Bush Flower Essences for the purpose of enhancing ones own psychic awareness.

In order for me to know the effectiveness of this concoction, I’m going to require subjects to participate in my clinical trial (well, really not-so-clinical and relaxed trial). So if you wish to participate, please feel free to contact me via facebook.

I myself have just started taking the remedy tonight and a few seconds later 7 drops under the tongue, I’m feeling disassociated, my hands feels warm and slightly numb. I feel as if I’m about to take flight from my physical body. And as I type this, I’m having to apply more exertion than I would normally would.

5 mins later: Okay… in the corner of my eye, in the peripheral, I saw like a shiny black vortex coming in and out of view. Well this tells me that there might be gaps of space-time possibly, naturally opening and closing in my bedroom. I’ve not noticed it before!

Day 2 of Mitchell Coombes’ retreat

I am awake before the crack of dawn! Cicadas creating the ambience and full darkness still surrounds the camp. Only little lights by the cabins and pathways that indicate where everything is.

Surprisingly, I’m wide awake and feeling refresh despite only 5 hours of sleep. I guess the meditation session last night had something to do with it! I hope everyone is sleeping well.

5:37am now and the first sounds from the kookaburras. Still no sun. Their sleep must have been disturbed by Susan and Mitchell preparing four today’s activities and lessons. I’m looking forward to it.

Schedule:

7:30 breakfast
9:00 morning meditation exercise
10:00 start of psychic workshop
11:00 morning tea
11:20 psychic workshop continued
12:30 lunch for 1hr
13:30 psychic workshop continued
14:30 afternoon tea
14:50 workshop continued
16:00 free time
18:00 dinner
20:00 bonfire

It’s now 5:49 and I’m noticing the night sky getting brighter. The trees becoming more apparent and there appears to be mist. Wow, imaging collecting the morning dew from the trees and plants. Imagine the power and vitality they would contain within them. This has given me an idea! One word, and it is alchemy.

Self mastery before treating other people

As usual I have managed to carry over my grudge to the next day. It has manifested as a discomfort around my throat area. And I’m trying to focus on other things as to not empower the grudge.

I took drops of Angelsword, Fringed Violet and Lichen this morning in the attempt to help etherically to clear this blockage. I noticed an immediate effect, albeit a weak one.

And so I’m now here at Lindt Chocolat Cafe, Martin Place with my second cup of iced coffee (delicious), trying to relax.

I know my mind is powerful to the extent that I can make myself sick by just eliciting the various negative emotions, such as grudges, unexpressed anger and the like. It’s a different matter in trying to keep healthy. I find it difficult eliciting the required emotions to promote better health and wellness.

This is the very one thing that I NEED to master in order for me to become a healer professionally. I will not expose possible interferences from my own negative thought patterns whilst giving anyone a healing session. I just won’t do it.

I believe a healer should have total mastery over oneself, before they can administer healing therapies to others as their own well being and thought field/pattern can and will have an impact  on the health and wellbeing of the client.

They do say that by treating someone else, you as the healer also receive the healing. This maybe well and good, but I would think that the healer would be better well prepared in so that the majority of the healing treatment will be focused and directed towards the client/recipient.

What are your thoughts?