Monthly Archives: October 2011

Water

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Tonight begins my journey through the element of Water! It will continue for the next 14 days.

It’s the element from the White Light Essences which is designed to be taken first. So if I seem particularly emotional for the next couple of days, I would say that this essence is definitely working on me.

As soon as I thought about the idea of working with the element of Water. My third eye, the all seeing eye applied a little pressure within that region. Blockages? or just a sign of what is to come? I don’t know, but let me assure you, I will document my experiences in this journal.

What am I anxious about?

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It has been well over 2 years since I last had an anxiety attack, and I’m not quite too sure why I am getting it now. I’m not stressed about anything nor am I avoiding anything. I did take the Electro essence, which I think accentuated the feeling.

I think my body is trying to tell me something that which my head has no clue what it’s trying to say.

Ok, let’s trace the steps of today. I visited Chloe, my beautiful gorgeous niece and I got to hold her for the very first time. She’s coming up to her 5th month. She was smiling and very chatty when I was there. When it was time for me to head home, her face turned from smiles to a frown. She’s so cute!

Work was very quiet which gave me that chance to catch up on other work such as organising domains and other administrative work.

This morning was suppose to be when my psychic enhancement potion trial finishes, but I took another dose earlier this evening. Maybe my body has gotten used to having the doses and is panicking that I’m ending the trial.

While typing all this in, I didn’t realise until now that my body is no longer feeling anxious, but instead is feeling quite tired and sleepy. Now it’s saying …”early night please!” Ok, I’ll see what I can do!

I’ll use the Calm & Clear oral spray soon to help me feel even calmer. Just me thinking about it is making me feel calm. Space weather at the moment has a K-index of 1. So I’m going to take advantage of it and do a test using zener cards. Wish me luck. I’ll put the results up later.

Are there singing bowls in my room?

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The partial hearing losses and ringing in the ear happened again today. According to Greta she said that I have had them regularly in the past only except I had not noticed them. I thought for a while and couldn’t recall a time when it happened, I guess that’s why I did not noticed them. What did surface from my memory was when at times I was under a lot of stress at work and I would find I would stress out so much that I had the feeling of passing out, like a dizziness followed with slight hearing and vision loss. My whole body would go numb. I had attributed that to stresses. Maybe that was what Greta was referring to. In any case I did disregard it as a physical symptom and not a metaphysical reaction.

I haven’t been able to shake this cough yet. I’ve only noticed it as the night progresses, but during the day, it’s as if it’s not there. How weird is that??? I continue to Reiki myself, and sometimes the act of giving myself Reiki seems to agitate the condition which itches my throat and so I want to cough more. I do know that my body is definitely healing, albeit the constant nightly coughs.

So tonight is my last night of the psychic enhancement potion and tomorrow morning will be exactly 14 days and it’ll be the last I will take 7 drops of the remedy. Then the work of analysing my journal and results if any will start.

I know myself and pretty much have a good gauge of what I am capable of in a psychic sense. So I will start testing my ability. Let’s see how well this psychic enhancement potion worked.

Messages from spirit

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Either I may have an ear infection or I’m genuinely receiving… or downloading.. information semi-unconsciously. This slight hearing loss with loud ringing in my ear has just come on very strongly and I’ve been having ringing in the ear quite often, since I started taking the Psychic Enhancement Potion No.1 essences.

Before it was just a matter of 30 or so seconds and then the ringing will go. As I am writing the ringing in my ear has gone on for almost close to 10 minutes now. Sometimes it the ringing grows louder and then dips in volume. It hasn’t stopped.

Well I have been sick, and it may be is a symptom of that. I’ve been sick like this before, and I’ve never had tinnitus.

It’s quite difficult in seeing whether my psychic potion is working or not. In my case there is too many variables to consider and none of them are controlled.

So far I’m not bothered by it and slowly I think it’s fading into the background, only to appear and seem loud if I focus on it. I guess it’s not permanent, I certainly hope not.

An unexpected presence

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Last night, I’d say pass midnight, I wouldn’t exactly know as I don’t have a clock in my room, I was awoken feeling alarmed and frightened. There was a presence in my room. And I panicked!

I am still quite sick and all through out the night I kept getting woken up with an itch in my throat urging me to dry cough. In one particular instance, I awoke feeling uneasy and with a feeling of someone else besides myself and Mitchell was in the room. I did not like the feeling so I told myself feel it and then move on. In that instant I got the impression of a young boy, possibly around the age of 4 or 5 was watching over me.

I was still uneasy and thought I would try and banish this unusual presence and the first thing that popped into my head at the time was to draw a symbol in the air in the direction of where I felt the presence. You would not have guessed what symbol I instantly without thinking much about it, drew. No, it wasn’t the banishing pentagram or anything like that. What I drew was the Reiki symbol Dai Ku Myo, which is a symbol to help heal the target spiritually. It worked, as I fell back to sleep without hesitation.

Relax and allow the vision to appear

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I’m noticing that my inner visions are slowly becoming clearer. Normally they are hazy and dim and quite dark, not unlike a negative film only except the image is not an inverse of what I am seeing. Nowadays, some colour is coming through and what I am seeing is slightly brighter and becoming brighter.

Maybe my inner eyes are slowly allowing “psychic light” to come in. Maybe my psychic eye muscles are slowly gaining strength. In any case, I’m making progress. Thanks to my psychic enhancement potion no.1 which is currently doing wonders. It’s helping me to see visions at will and I no longer have to strain.