As usual I have managed to carry over my grudge to the next day. It has manifested as a discomfort around my throat area. And I’m trying to focus on other things as to not empower the grudge.

I took drops of Angelsword, Fringed Violet and Lichen this morning in the attempt to help etherically to clear this blockage. I noticed an immediate effect, albeit a weak one.

And so I’m now here at Lindt Chocolat Cafe, Martin Place with my second cup of iced coffee (delicious), trying to relax.

I know my mind is powerful to the extent that I can make myself sick by just eliciting the various negative emotions, such as grudges, unexpressed anger and the like. It’s a different matter in trying to keep healthy. I find it difficult eliciting the required emotions to promote better health and wellness.

This is the very one thing that I NEED to master in order for me to become a healer professionally. I will not expose possible interferences from my own negative thought patterns whilst giving anyone a healing session. I just won’t do it.

I believe a healer should have total mastery over oneself, before they can administer healing therapies to others as their own well being and thought field/pattern can and will have an impact  on the health and wellbeing of the client.

They do say that by treating someone else, you as the healer also receive the healing. This maybe well and good, but I would think that the healer would be better well prepared in so that the majority of the healing treatment will be focused and directed towards the client/recipient.

What are your thoughts?