Sometimes, when life seems to steer you towards a particular direction that you don’t particularly want to head towards, but you do it anyway and you feel even more trapped in circumstance, that you wonder how you got here in the first place? It just gets deeper and deeper into where you are, you have lost sight of the original bright image of how you wanted it to turn out. Now all that you are doing is existing! just doing whatever you can, just to be and exist.
Where has my life lead me? Is this really what I wanted to happen? Have I really attracted all of this?
For sometime,
Within a narrow path, I…
Take a deep breath in
And now, I found the road to Self Discovery, I have learnt that One’s Will is the force that moves all, coupled with Desire, the emotion to fuel the Work of Magic! It is said by many philosophers and now theoretical physicist of our time, that our perception of life is a contributor of how Life turns out to be.
On this road, I come across a post that reads… “Today, I have Mastery of Myself. Today I truly want to be me!” And it woke me up, I became conscious of true Be-ing. I realised in order to truly be me, I needed to know how to be me, and how to control or operate myself. Yes not just by unconscious means, heart beating, blood pumping mechanics, but I needed to know how to truly operate other aspects of my Self.
How to think, and feel, perceive, how to illicit these. How to turn things off, if no longer required! It was just a simple matter of the wanting ourselves to Being. Yes, I now think myself into Being, and it is my own Thoughts that propell my Life’s directions.
Does that mean, I think Happy thoughts and experience Happy circumstances all the time? Obviously not! I am still on a path!




Susan says:
Dennis – you would love Jean-Paul Sartre’s “Being and Nothingness”.
Jul 30, 2009, 8:04 amLove,
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